24.6.10

no choice when i say yes to u for my rest of my life

sometime i no choice ,i wan but i cant ,tats my life...
sometime its really make me sad,but nobody will know it and u too.maybe this is fade but why i cant satisfy my life some people ask me and i will reply maybe im too greedy.izit me?maybe but tats me,pls accept me but nobody can.just forget bout it.
i give up the makeup modal requests and i could not say yes to wat i wan.i'm not blame on u or him and her.maybe u r right.but its also my 1st time i hope to be there for shooting but its look so impossible. and nobody gonna support me~why?i not really noe why?its ok tats my life no more freedom and its really make me tears just now.sorry ,i cant control~when u say no to the things i wan.nothing is ok to me.i always tell myself tats ok and ok til now. i still say ITS OK.and never say wat i can.right.....
today is not a really good day to me .stress izit me?
i continue study.....

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