angel is ugly grul TT

since i have a dark skin and like a malay girl 

UGLY

and i don't know evrything 

STUPID

i cant speaking in english nicely 

HOPELESS

so wat i'm goin to do is learn all of this hard and hard 

hope everything can be fine for my beginning and pls stop all the suffer or problem(god bless me)

my phone spoil last week and i get it bc this week after my guy take it to repair,but i dunno why i cant on it sometime.start worry bout it =( bro always ask me to sell it out,but TT i dun want i want it~~~~but finally i keep it)

 And our acc assignment is goin to pass up this tuesday and i also will be having my QS test too tat day and the day after my QS test is HE test~I gonna faint~how can i arrange my time nicely? i not really know and can i need somebody help?!agrhhhhhh(goin to crazy with my eco marketing)

mr bby(ya this is a guy who loving me always and always tell me that he love me and i hope all of this can be last forever=)sound nice~hahahaha)

he is coming now,feel so happy my love~tmr i goin to cook for him~i like a wife?maybe~but is good for us when i hv my good mood.

something i just realize 

i hope not to late when i know it

i know i know all the people wan a rich and luxury life

and me too.always force him and telling him i wan this and that and u can get it to me den we END.

i'm BAD~ya~ is me bad~

how could i say those words to him when he still can hugging me tight and tell me he will get it someday ,wait him.(tearing)

how can i so bad i always asking myself,but the ans is i dun know.

funny ?

i wan my life no need worry about money my dear

i wan my family living in good status

i wan be a woman no need to worry her husband izit can let her in a good life

and i wan all of this but i using the wrong method ,maybe~

waiting or leaving?

i always asking myself til now.